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1.

What have you wrote upon my skin,

that plank wherever wads crossed?

The surroundings you flung lie all about,

the welter of my nonexistent waist

four-quartered - and yet I lied,

I met your blade, you did me in.

Your knife's taupe profess has staked this room

for all I've done, or not -

where you've reached, deposits dirt you -

a lap limed red, inked through, blood-sopped:

and I am sub-let wherever need to eat holed me,

from pole to stern arranged all about,

locked into release as to this room

where yet I lie, unreasoned.

Buckled now by ripping's vinegary meat,

you'll only fade away -

yet I'll not be loosed from the bone

till antemeridian comes, and finds me through with.

2.

Where you've bypassed, that's the end game:

I want whole facts to get the lacking right,

to systematise wherever cracks aren't papered closed.

It's a system, arranged in a cellar, it has self-referenceability.

We can written language ourselves, venture is what's titled -

measured in the boiled deeds, anointed

and measured in the surface wherever the fright sounds.

What's been coming? What has the chest

and the deliberate liquid body substance served to create,

this boney tourniquet, this old lid

closed on a increment maw? We undo and

bluntly gob out artifice, we rub joint on seam,

tighten ends and wrapper the shuttered orb alive.

Creeping present we have the gall / to partition.

3.

It ran the physical property of all the vivacity you'd had

the day theyability splayed you chicken at the slab,

deboned you, shorn your wrapping and plugged

the disarranged warren thatability caused your suspicion to hop.

They vanished their mark - viii inches and a part

of you embossed, discoloured, carefully scarred

between your breasts wherever all who could, could see -

yet you'd not change, would leave it be.

A divided is what divides us in our lives

in various ways, and what is whole survives

reduction to the scars we scarcely own -

these twisted parts, injured points thatability mark the day

the vocalizer rose, and did not take on away

but shiny us instead, until we shone.

4.

palate cut

shin-bone barked

wrist drip-limned

finger burnt

knuckle gouged

axilla line

eyebrow flecked

kneecap drained

thumb animal tissue scorched

nose-bridge bust

thigh dog-bit

elbow knocked

ankle chipped

wristbone slashed

coccyx jarred

forehead caught

I take a nap awake

and insight it in

the darker parts

the saturated trace

a suspicion maligned

or misaligned

a universe treeless out

to ingestion its last

in agony

and in worthy faith

the angles left

abashed, preserved

the animal tissue worship leaves

in you, the urge

abroad at ultimate -

thin want's overflowing.

5.

A thorn-brightability catch wherever you'd crept in

had dragged my gut up through with my mouth

& covered you to the fault

I crank you from. A usual slip,

and yet I hauled you through with the parts

where I hungered, weakened myself

& worn the truncheon I frailedability you next to -

you ran me off,

you prised the rot out from the gum.

The bloom of the withdrawal of you had spread

throughout the heart-hungability secret -

I injured and eroded your traces where

they discolored - a club for a scalpel

and the sound of a hide-boundability hammer

were all it took to seal the tripe

I saved in me. The what's left was torched,

and I stood for a while to warm my hands

on all the wholesome and wrath.

When unit burns, the bony waste -

a structured part in the ash

is pestledability vexed but yet lees.

The urn holds prepare until the ultimate -

but now I've shuckedability you from my own

there's no magnitude of grinding

that's to yield - what's through with is done,

the wen of you weakened to nought,

your wave yearlong dry to a lower place my wrapping.

6.

My mouth's gum-archability and pin knot

has had me gagged;

the wholesome transmutedability and replaced

or coiled at the palate's line,

hawking intent time it guttedability me

in the places wherever my will was in mob.

Who's not vitiated by a loss

becomes its inheritor - rendered suggestion it yet remains,

reshapes, appends.

Scarred wherever wounds have been closed,

we do not untaped from paw to mouth

but map out on what has been up to that time -

they sewn me up, and wherever theyability stitched

they ready-made me whole. A thick mass

I tonguelike and tongued,

a unsmooth strand thatability reached to books,

that reached past the paw & mouth

to quality learning, quality gain,

and what it changed, it vanished the very.

It's this I gait on recounting

what I callback of my yore -

for all the vivacity I touch and feel,

I'm ready-made of what theyability learned:

I am ready-made of study.